Claritin Clear?...

Im feeling a little foggy, hazzy lately. i need some Claritin...i want to be Claritin Clear!! lol....But anyways...i just feel like im going through the motions...kinda lost as to what i am to do with my life....i know that God will show me when its time, but its so hard to be patient and wait for His call....i dont want to feel blah anymore...i dont know if its because i just really miss my sister...everyday..and i really dont have anyone to talk to about it....its hard to keep these feelings inside...i do it with a lot of other things...but this is so different and i think its making me feel a little down in the dumps..:/ but i know it will pick up and i can always turn to God in times of need. I just wish she were here....i keep having this thought about being happy...and if i will ever truely have happiness....i really hope so and i pray about it all the time and i know God will bring me happiness. its just a matter of patience...and sometimes i need to have a little more with God cause he only brings things to us when they are right and we are ready for them. I jsut pray for the groggy to end....bring on the CLARITIN!!!